Do I know how to write?

I don't know, I feel kind of strange writting 'bout what I do, what I think and  what I'm supposed to do at school, but the truth is that  it also  makes me fell  very good, even thought  that I'm not good at this,   and I think that  I've improveed.

I've been doing this since Elementary school, because at my school they used to  prepare me for the Cambridge Exams, which was divided into: listening, reading and  writing. In the writing part they used to  made us write about an image, or a story; but as I grew up,  this  changed until I had to write an essay of a book or movie,  tell a story with certaing elements, etc, but all  these  mantained me in a box, because I've never had the portunity to write about something I like.

Last semester, as I  was in the IB programme  and in level A3 in English I learned "how to write  good  writings" based on a process that  teacher Paula Kastaniss  discovered and wrote 'bout; but the truth is that I never folloed it, it was BORING and  USELES, because it al started with a brainstorm,   and then a  draft, and to check the draft , then you repeated this  process until you were happy and  you wrote your final  story, esay, etc; and I think that  doing this  as  specific as this is useless, because, as you write,  you   notice what you want to write 'bout next, which  ones will be your concltions and finally  if it is coherent mainly, (I do not think that you will write  aything  without reading it again, even thought that if it is just for checking spelling).On the other hand, I think that this is important, but teacher need  to let you to follow your own way,  because when I'm supposed to write something in a certain way,   I get blocked  and  what do I write are just  silly things, also I never get to a point  that will make a difference  in a writting.

Finally I would like to ask you (and me ) ; Do I write  well? Am I doing this right? is  someone out there reading me and will understand  what I write 'bout? , and also I  need  to add  into my writings "what will this  entree change from  what did I knew?"

Thanks for a marvelous   partial.
Love 
Poison Rain